what a long break. haha... now thn update it le... SO so so!! busy wif sch... testes everyweek... now life in sch is getting tougher... so is mine. i hate to admit it but i thought tat i have a perfect life with everything. well maybe not everything, but most of it. but guess i'm wrong. we're tgt 4 more than a month. becos of somethings, we went separated ways. tat night was bad. hais can hardly sleep. in the end cried to sleep. guess i was kinda upsad. went to sch the next day hoping that every thing would be fine but nope... every thing was a disaster. i hate being in a depress state although i looked fine but hell no!! i was so freaking depress. cos i got so mani probs in my head i'll juz study and study. tat sux!! you were the first n onli person who made me cry i guess loving some1 realli do hurts. i'm realli lost.. lost of direction. can someone lead me? i'm totally lost.. i so confused... i dunno what to do... but i was glad... glad that god was generous. he gave me sth special... sth which i'll 4ever treasure. for that thx you god.