Her world is falling into pieces no matter how you glue it'll ever stay at its original structure. She looks physically strong however her emotions are unstable. She pretends to be happy preventing the world to know that she herself has slowly, bit by bit given up hope. Her days of self-control are ending. Unable to withstand the pain, she suffers alone, suffers in silence. The one she hopes for slowly fades away. Fades away with the wind along with the burnt ashes. No matter how she tries collecting back the ashes into a jar. Running, running she trips. The jar tumbles out of her hands. "CRASH" the ashes once again fade into the air together with the wind. Faith is not by her side. She cries alone, sobbing at one corner. Darkness surrounds her. Her only glimpse of light within the darkness, her only hope to turn to reality, disappears, into dust. Trying to avoid reality, she stands by herself with limited support. Yet these supports aren't enough to stop her from falling. She is falling hard yet soundless. She hopes one day, just one day, the one will come and take her high, soar her above the clouds. Let her feel the winds blow through her hair, the sweet smelling of shampoo entangles in the wind. Only the one is able to bring her to paradise. Until then, she waits in a world of silence. A world no one has ever been to. A world of pain, a world of suffering. She stands alone, herself, putting on a false act. A act of happiness which she herself would want all along. However, her heart tells her it's not time to do so yet. "When it's time, when it comes. I will." she crys in despair. Until then she remains unchanged. Longing for the one to come by, taking her away from the darkness and back to reality. No matter how depress she feels, she keeps it to herself and only herself, not allowing other to suffer along with her.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Her feelings
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Oral
i juz be quick cos im in a hurry. i had my oral the other day! wah! i waited until 5 thn is my turn. the last one so stress. among the days. ours was the hardest. the picture was sth abt a inner cabin of a boat. greee tat was horrible. so scared tat i'll not do well.. haha thn at night in order to reward myself i was the whole movie of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! is so cool. troy n gabriella was the best couple GABRIELLA has the sweetest voice!! wah!!! she is so wow. breath-taking. haha troy also not bad lah he cant realli sing solo but if he sings tgt wif Gabriella. PERFECT! haha too high i like one of their songs which goes
Living in my own world
Didn't understand That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart(ohhhh)
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this wayAnd right here tonight
This could be the startOf something new
It feels so rightTo be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Living in my own world
Didn't understand That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart(ohhhh)
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this wayAnd right here tonight
This could be the startOf something new
It feels so rightTo be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Friday, July 07, 2006
ohla. haha today so sian in sch got account test. CORRECTION of ERROR also dun realli understand. thn today P.E so fun!! both n1 n n2 play DORGEBALL!! so cool rite. but the ball we use so small thn so soft n light. so difficult to throw. but in anycase it is also good that it is light cos if the ball is thick n heavy someone will sure get injured. we all wore red. haha. we had two round of game first one was o called a trial run. we played wif wan xin, sheaujun, melissia, nat, n one more girl i forget liao. well we played first round so so onli cos trying to get used to the game whoa the second round was FUN! the opposition team dun have enough player so izzat join them... wif him playing so scared! scared he throw the ball too hard. haha so he always pretend to throw thn we always run away screaming. haha. but toobad for him whn he daydreaming yueli throw at hi... so he was OUT!! haha. so left a little bit of ppl then we throw throw so they out le... haha today also release early forget for wad reason already. ytd we had heats. i was so scared also dunno y that i sarted taling crap. lot n LOTS of CRAP! haha. thn run the 100m B girls race. i got in second also can lah i prefer silver nicer colour. haha the first is obviously shi mei she super fast runner. haha tat's y get second... everyone muz jiayou!! haha tml i got training at cck stadium... humph so sian have to wake up early liao le...
tata~
quote of the day - u little little monkey in the butt.. haha (credit to sszeruii)
tata~
quote of the day - u little little monkey in the butt.. haha (credit to sszeruii)
