being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
like my permanent underwears

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Few things to update and say.

Im so glad that Common test is finally over. I am able to get my rest. The past week was horrendious! I had little sleep and was at my brim. I still remember. on 10 Dec, even at 1 am in the morning was still studying for MIEC (Mircoeconomics) paper. I was about to tear. So exhausted yet I cannot sleep. Literally, you can feel yourself reaching your ends already but you still know that deep inside you, you have to continue. Finally at 130, I really can't take it. I went to bed. MIEC paper was so tricky! I went in with hope of doing well. I came out with low moral instead. Sigh. Okay since its already done, I should'nt pounder over it. Decided to concentrate on ITB. At first was alright when it closer to 11 pm. I was so tired and I CANNOT SLEEP! I was telling him that I cannot take it anymore! I want to cry but I so tired that I cant seem to cry! How ironic it can be! I badly needed a hug for comfort. Just to be held for a moment. After awhile, he had headache and have needed to sleep. Told me to hang on, last paper already! And I can do it! When he sees me tml, he'll give me BIG hug! and asked me to smile for him. So sweet! Even being I tired and stressed out, I can feel that fuzzy feeling tinggling inside of me. (:

Ytd I had a pre xmas party with my aunites and uncles! Omgosh, all my cousins are TALL! I feel so small! My sec one cousin and pri 6 cousin are 170 plus; Im only 156! LOL See the difference in gap. So surprised! Well anyway, hahaha Im still happing being who I am.

Friday, December 05, 2008

If only I have one wish, I wish for time to stop.
If only I have one wish, I wish to spent one full day with you.
If only I have one wish, I wish for you to take my hand & lead the way.
If only I have one wish, I wish for your soft voice whisper swiftly into my ear.
If only I have one wish, I wish for you to break the walls & enter my heart
If only I have one wish, I wish for you to draw me near & hold me tight like there's no tomorrow.
If only I have one wish, I wish Iam yours, truely yours.

HOWEVER

If only I have THIS one wish, I wish I have never met you.


We started off as strangers then soon became friends.
you're the first one I think of when I wake up and last one I think of before I go to sleep
I love you so much I wish you never had to leave.

EVERYTHING, our topics, dumb jokes awkward moments
and all the laughter just makes me fall in love with you more.
you give me butterflies when you say the sweetest things.
but when you act like the one I didn't fall in love with...
it makes me wonder are you the one.