being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
like my permanent underwears

Sunday, April 02, 2006

opening up again?

this was scribbled at 5:32 PM | 1 comments
back! so long never write liao. haha anyways guess was juz too busy to wif sch work an all that stuff ba... nowadays keep hallucianting stuff.. tat day i think was thurs ba o6.04.o6 thn yan jing come find me mah... we had alot to catch up on... so yar... haha talk kinda alot of crap... anyways she said she wanted to go to the loo... so i follow her lah together wif wan xin also... the extra =X jking onli... hahaz so yar... she want to use the loo thn i was outside at the sink there waiting for her... after tat wan xin a i heard some song... i tot was wan xin playing it... cos her handphone can play song de mah... but befor going to the toliet i used her phone mah... dun have the hokkiean song lor... thn it as getting kinda wierd.. so she wan to go check it out lah... she went to the second last cubical... guess wad the sound came from the last one... the handicap toilet... thn she knock on it mah... not realli knock lah juz push the door onli.... nothing happen le... also nobody come out... so i din realli care much lor... yanjing not long came out le... she washing her hands the time the door suddenly juz bang open lor... nobody came out... haha... tat was the last straw... i was getting freaked out... thn wan xin gib us tat "get out there something not rite here" look... haha... so yanjing scream thn we all ran out le lor... came out le but still feel kinda wierd... something is not rite lor... haha we wait outside 4 a while lor thn see got anione come out a not... after a while serene head pop out from the door... so we where like cheh... they di siao us one lah... but then hor the funny thing is tat serene n sze rui they dun listen to hokkien songs... so we ask them mah... they said they were not in the last cubical n rene say she was pinning her hair! now tat getting wierder n wierder... if she was pinning her hair thn we should haver seen her le mah.. but no! we went in the time i think it was empty ba... it felt as if we were like in two different worlds... anyways over liao... next time wan go tat toilet muz go in pair le... hais so sad... cross country never get top 20... sadden... nvm still got next yr... next yr die die muz get thn muz be tat kinda typical singaporean... haha... stand in front... anws also not bad lah get in the top 50s... also green house won the overall annual cross country... woot!! ^^ so yar... also think tat day shout until throat abit sore... haha... sian tml got nafa!! wad the... hais... ned to run again... the sch purposely wan us die ar... also i guess i trying to lie to myself... for months no years i've been cheating on myself... i said i already did... but actually nope... its already imprinted there for years juz tat i've been avioding it... i feel so stupid so dumb! long yrs have passed liao... i jux let it slipped away again... i such a dumbass! i wanna confess but words are juz stuck... no words can realli be express... i wanna be there forever but cant... uptill now i feel so stupid!