Some poem i found in the site veri touching:
Everyone can see
There's a change in me
The all say I'm not the same
Kid I used to be
Don't go out and play
I'll just dream all day
They don't know what's wrong with me
And I'm too shy to say
It's my first love
What I'm dreaming of
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do
My First love
He thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
Coz I'm feeling my first love
Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all
Will he ever notice me
Could he ever fall
Tell me Teddy Bear
Why love is so unfair?
Will I ever find a way
And answer to my pray
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Nikka Costa - First Love
back to sch again n now we will be more stress.. cos 10 MORE WEEKS thn our prelims le after tat 2 weeks more our actual n level paper. hais so sian. haha. anws today renes bday me n rui rui bought her some funny stuff. haha having us this kind of friends confirm will recieve that kind of presents.. anws we went to watch silent hill. it was not realli scary but super gross.. i almost puke out.. sick!! haha anws got rene, rui , jordan, shao yan, renghao n me! yea.. haha we go watch.. i advise some ppl if they cant realli take super super SUPER grossy stuff dun watch. haha
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Fnn practical exam today
hey hey today we had our practical exam... so freaku but turned out fun my food look realli good however the taste was wierd.
the complete set (appeling rite ^^)
nice? haha
salad (looks wierd)
tomato soup (yucks! so bloody) haha
tea!! packet credit to szerui! ( aroma is great!)
the complete set (appeling rite ^^)
nice? haha
salad (looks wierd)
tomato soup (yucks! so bloody) haha
tea!! packet credit to szerui! ( aroma is great!)
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Being a "cleaner" in sch & the trip to giant
today we went back to sch for fnn. after such a "long" break, we had fnn thish entire week. well there was a huge pludgen smell coming from the kitchen. guess wad? that kitchen had a power failure so all the food in the fridge spoiled n it stink. the sec 5n was using the other kitchen and they keep kope-ing our stuff. thn we din realli have enough equipments to use. thn we also cleaned up the entire kitchen. we were suppose to check whether or not we have the ingredents and equipments in the end we ended up staying in tat stinky kitchen cheaning it up. we so ke lian. sob sob. haha anws it was kinda fun cos leong fei was making so crappy jokes anything tat he is able to get his hands on, he makes it relavent to maple. he is so maple CRAZY and i realli mean CRAZY!! haha so funny. as for me i ended up washing tons and tons of plates, bowls, saucers, etc, etc.. my hand can brcome rotten already. thn miss norli talk to us on ur time plan. wad we miss out n all tat stuff. after tat i realised i missed out lots n lots of ingredients so i went wif rui to giant. haha alot of things happen along the way. we were suppose to take 188 in the end we took 187. haha... half way the journey we realised we took the wrong the bus n quickly got off. cos of the humid weather and we were to lazy to walk, in the end we took taxi. haha so funny lor total cos of the trip was 3 plus plus thn we go mac eat. thn c this guy he look as us with "excitment" say "from swiss rite" haha wierd. eat le we go in to giant to buy our stuff... although tiring but also quite fun. haha. after buy all the stuff we take bus 333 thn we take wrong side. go one big round thn reach the bus interchange. we took mrt go home... after tat we go separte ways liao preparing for the worst for the next day.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
the continuation on wad happen on o7.o6.o6
haha hey hey this the continuation on wad happen on
o7.o6.o6.
haha so ya i woke up in the morning. took a shower n got ready to go to sch. haha thn the phone rang my grandmother answer. haha it was my mother so i listen was she had to say. suddenly i burst in to tears again. haha. come to think of it now it wad realli funny. haha. so ya i went to sch we had our so called oral. haha. it was a pair work. actually is was kinda fun. after me n rene finish we waited for rui. thn we chatted quite alot thn she say she dun wanna go out cos she was sick the previous day. so she went home. thn me n rene went out. haha we walk to westmall. guess we were kinda crazy or sth like tat. haha. i went popular to get my graph paper. haha thn we went home. on the way home i told her if in the middle of the night i call i n im crying u should no wad happen.. so ya we went separate ways
o7.o6.o6.
haha so ya i woke up in the morning. took a shower n got ready to go to sch. haha thn the phone rang my grandmother answer. haha it was my mother so i listen was she had to say. suddenly i burst in to tears again. haha. come to think of it now it wad realli funny. haha. so ya i went to sch we had our so called oral. haha. it was a pair work. actually is was kinda fun. after me n rene finish we waited for rui. thn we chatted quite alot thn she say she dun wanna go out cos she was sick the previous day. so she went home. thn me n rene went out. haha we walk to westmall. guess we were kinda crazy or sth like tat. haha. i went popular to get my graph paper. haha thn we went home. on the way home i told her if in the middle of the night i call i n im crying u should no wad happen.. so ya we went separate ways
hey hey back! again. haha. anws i forgotten to update wad happen the pass few days. juz feeling alittle sickness n shading of tears. so ya. haha... ahh! anws back to the topic.. haha n this post is gonna be super long. haha grand mother story!
o2.o6.o6
today i went out with the girls of 4n2!! haha we had so much fun man. beetsma, azimah, mel. nat, rui. rene, qing, yue li and me. haha.. no one actually inform wan xin. i no tat's bad. however no one realli wan her to go. so ya. haha.. anws she herself told me she dun realli like big, HUGH crowds. so even if we ask her, she also dun wanna go. our original planning was all of us meet at CCK bus station at 10 or 1030 however, some of us were late. so everyting was push back. haha nat say she will meet us there as she had her dental appointment. she gonna have her braces on. haha now in our class 4 ppl have their braces on. young huan, jerry who juz got his done not long ago, nat whos gonna get her done, n me. haha i'm the most "senior"! haha in the sense tat i had mine on when i was in pri 5 i think. anws it was around tat time. back tot the topic. yue li n qing will meet us on the bus. when we were on board the bus we call them to tell them the bus no. so yup it did work out well.. haha. we so called met on board he bus. n off we went to far east. haha everyone also dress until veri mature. haha. heels, make-up n everything. thn qing felt so left out juz becos of the way she dress. so we were like trying to convince her tat it's okie. but she was so paranoid. haha anws. after tat everyone except nat walk around far east. haha so much fun lor. went from shop to shop. thn it was lunch time, we went separate for our lunch. so the malay girls went to have their our crusin, n we had ours. so yar after lunch we met up woth one another thn walk around again until FINALLY nat came. haha with the metal parts in her mouth. haha. oh yar i forgot the mention tat out class girsl are so super duper crazy abt manicure n pedicure (is tat how u spell it?). haha so whn nat came azimah, beetsma, rui, nat n mel went for tat. so left with yueli, me , qing and rene. we walk off to herene. thn i managed to get jazzel's belated birthday present. haha. so we waited for the ladys in the manicure room to finish. after tat the rest walk to herene to meet us. thn i wasn'nt feeling too good so i said good bye to them n left along wif rene, qing and yue li. yue li left cos she went to meet her friend. qing can't go home to late n rene cos she needed to cut her hair. haha so we left. well i went home n took a nap cos my headach is killing me. so ya. n my mom say tat she'll be going for a course wif our family friend which is in america. haha.
o7.o6.o6
well. this is the day my mother left for america for her course. she left realli realli early in the morning around 6 or 7 cant rmb realli well. she come in to my room n gave me a final hug be4 she left. after she left i cant sleep. i dunno y maybe cos i was drowsy or sth like tat. so i kinda force myself to sleep. thn i re-awake at 10 i think thn i felt so empty. like sth was missing. i dunno y. i din have the strengh or ability to do anithing. haha. so ya tat went on until at night. i called rene thn we chatted after tat she say she gotta do sthn n she'll me back later. so i waited but i felt tired after tat she i msg her tell her noth to call me already. so i went to sleep. while lying on the bed i tot everything was okies but guess wad it was not rite. i was about to sleep. i juz can't stop thinking of my mom. i dunno y. after tat i burst out into tears. i started crying. i guess i realli missed my mom. in order not to wake my grandmother up who is sleeping in my room. i went to the hall. i grab my hp along the way. on my wayout i was like " gotta call someone so divert my attention to sth else or i'll keep thinging of my mom if not tml i'll be a panda." so i called rene she never answer. i was desprate. i neded to talk to someone i was like who who!! n realli crying super bad. "call who? rui, sean, jerry, jordan, yue li??" i juz can think rite tat time i was in a state of confusion. thn i call rene again this time she pick up. she was like "pam are u sick" haha.. i think she tot so cos i was sniffing. haha n my voice sounded wierd. so ya. n i told her i was crying cos i miss my mom. haha how ironic was tat. haha n i cried even harder. so ya we chatted quite long so i felt better n i thank her if not i'll stil lbe crying. so finally i went to bed. n this time i stumble right to dreamland. so i sleep all the way to morning.
o2.o6.o6
today i went out with the girls of 4n2!! haha we had so much fun man. beetsma, azimah, mel. nat, rui. rene, qing, yue li and me. haha.. no one actually inform wan xin. i no tat's bad. however no one realli wan her to go. so ya. haha.. anws she herself told me she dun realli like big, HUGH crowds. so even if we ask her, she also dun wanna go. our original planning was all of us meet at CCK bus station at 10 or 1030 however, some of us were late. so everyting was push back. haha nat say she will meet us there as she had her dental appointment. she gonna have her braces on. haha now in our class 4 ppl have their braces on. young huan, jerry who juz got his done not long ago, nat whos gonna get her done, n me. haha i'm the most "senior"! haha in the sense tat i had mine on when i was in pri 5 i think. anws it was around tat time. back tot the topic. yue li n qing will meet us on the bus. when we were on board the bus we call them to tell them the bus no. so yup it did work out well.. haha. we so called met on board he bus. n off we went to far east. haha everyone also dress until veri mature. haha. heels, make-up n everything. thn qing felt so left out juz becos of the way she dress. so we were like trying to convince her tat it's okie. but she was so paranoid. haha anws. after tat everyone except nat walk around far east. haha so much fun lor. went from shop to shop. thn it was lunch time, we went separate for our lunch. so the malay girls went to have their our crusin, n we had ours. so yar after lunch we met up woth one another thn walk around again until FINALLY nat came. haha with the metal parts in her mouth. haha. oh yar i forgot the mention tat out class girsl are so super duper crazy abt manicure n pedicure (is tat how u spell it?). haha so whn nat came azimah, beetsma, rui, nat n mel went for tat. so left with yueli, me , qing and rene. we walk off to herene. thn i managed to get jazzel's belated birthday present. haha. so we waited for the ladys in the manicure room to finish. after tat the rest walk to herene to meet us. thn i wasn'nt feeling too good so i said good bye to them n left along wif rene, qing and yue li. yue li left cos she went to meet her friend. qing can't go home to late n rene cos she needed to cut her hair. haha so we left. well i went home n took a nap cos my headach is killing me. so ya. n my mom say tat she'll be going for a course wif our family friend which is in america. haha.
o7.o6.o6
well. this is the day my mother left for america for her course. she left realli realli early in the morning around 6 or 7 cant rmb realli well. she come in to my room n gave me a final hug be4 she left. after she left i cant sleep. i dunno y maybe cos i was drowsy or sth like tat. so i kinda force myself to sleep. thn i re-awake at 10 i think thn i felt so empty. like sth was missing. i dunno y. i din have the strengh or ability to do anithing. haha. so ya tat went on until at night. i called rene thn we chatted after tat she say she gotta do sthn n she'll me back later. so i waited but i felt tired after tat she i msg her tell her noth to call me already. so i went to sleep. while lying on the bed i tot everything was okies but guess wad it was not rite. i was about to sleep. i juz can't stop thinking of my mom. i dunno y. after tat i burst out into tears. i started crying. i guess i realli missed my mom. in order not to wake my grandmother up who is sleeping in my room. i went to the hall. i grab my hp along the way. on my wayout i was like " gotta call someone so divert my attention to sth else or i'll keep thinging of my mom if not tml i'll be a panda." so i called rene she never answer. i was desprate. i neded to talk to someone i was like who who!! n realli crying super bad. "call who? rui, sean, jerry, jordan, yue li??" i juz can think rite tat time i was in a state of confusion. thn i call rene again this time she pick up. she was like "pam are u sick" haha.. i think she tot so cos i was sniffing. haha n my voice sounded wierd. so ya. n i told her i was crying cos i miss my mom. haha how ironic was tat. haha n i cried even harder. so ya we chatted quite long so i felt better n i thank her if not i'll stil lbe crying. so finally i went to bed. n this time i stumble right to dreamland. so i sleep all the way to morning.
