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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Updated Events Tat Happen o2.o6.o6 & o7.o6.o6

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hey hey back! again. haha. anws i forgotten to update wad happen the pass few days. juz feeling alittle sickness n shading of tears. so ya. haha... ahh! anws back to the topic.. haha n this post is gonna be super long. haha grand mother story!

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today i went out with the girls of 4n2!! haha we had so much fun man. beetsma, azimah, mel. nat, rui. rene, qing, yue li and me. haha.. no one actually inform wan xin. i no tat's bad. however no one realli wan her to go. so ya. haha.. anws she herself told me she dun realli like big, HUGH crowds. so even if we ask her, she also dun wanna go. our original planning was all of us meet at CCK bus station at 10 or 1030 however, some of us were late. so everyting was push back. haha nat say she will meet us there as she had her dental appointment. she gonna have her braces on. haha now in our class 4 ppl have their braces on. young huan, jerry who juz got his done not long ago, nat whos gonna get her done, n me. haha i'm the most "senior"! haha in the sense tat i had mine on when i was in pri 5 i think. anws it was around tat time. back tot the topic. yue li n qing will meet us on the bus. when we were on board the bus we call them to tell them the bus no. so yup it did work out well.. haha. we so called met on board he bus. n off we went to far east. haha everyone also dress until veri mature. haha. heels, make-up n everything. thn qing felt so left out juz becos of the way she dress. so we were like trying to convince her tat it's okie. but she was so paranoid. haha anws. after tat everyone except nat walk around far east. haha so much fun lor. went from shop to shop. thn it was lunch time, we went separate for our lunch. so the malay girls went to have their our crusin, n we had ours. so yar after lunch we met up woth one another thn walk around again until FINALLY nat came. haha with the metal parts in her mouth. haha. oh yar i forgot the mention tat out class girsl are so super duper crazy abt manicure n pedicure (is tat how u spell it?). haha so whn nat came azimah, beetsma, rui, nat n mel went for tat. so left with yueli, me , qing and rene. we walk off to herene. thn i managed to get jazzel's belated birthday present. haha. so we waited for the ladys in the manicure room to finish. after tat the rest walk to herene to meet us. thn i wasn'nt feeling too good so i said good bye to them n left along wif rene, qing and yue li. yue li left cos she went to meet her friend. qing can't go home to late n rene cos she needed to cut her hair. haha so we left. well i went home n took a nap cos my headach is killing me. so ya. n my mom say tat she'll be going for a course wif our family friend which is in america. haha.

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well. this is the day my mother left for america for her course. she left realli realli early in the morning around 6 or 7 cant rmb realli well. she come in to my room n gave me a final hug be4 she left. after she left i cant sleep. i dunno y maybe cos i was drowsy or sth like tat. so i kinda force myself to sleep. thn i re-awake at 10 i think thn i felt so empty. like sth was missing. i dunno y. i din have the strengh or ability to do anithing. haha. so ya tat went on until at night. i called rene thn we chatted after tat she say she gotta do sthn n she'll me back later. so i waited but i felt tired after tat she i msg her tell her noth to call me already. so i went to sleep. while lying on the bed i tot everything was okies but guess wad it was not rite. i was about to sleep. i juz can't stop thinking of my mom. i dunno y. after tat i burst out into tears. i started crying. i guess i realli missed my mom. in order not to wake my grandmother up who is sleeping in my room. i went to the hall. i grab my hp along the way. on my wayout i was like " gotta call someone so divert my attention to sth else or i'll keep thinging of my mom if not tml i'll be a panda." so i called rene she never answer. i was desprate. i neded to talk to someone i was like who who!! n realli crying super bad. "call who? rui, sean, jerry, jordan, yue li??" i juz can think rite tat time i was in a state of confusion. thn i call rene again this time she pick up. she was like "pam are u sick" haha.. i think she tot so cos i was sniffing. haha n my voice sounded wierd. so ya. n i told her i was crying cos i miss my mom. haha how ironic was tat. haha n i cried even harder. so ya we chatted quite long so i felt better n i thank her if not i'll stil lbe crying. so finally i went to bed. n this time i stumble right to dreamland. so i sleep all the way to morning.