Sometimes you make me wonder.
Sometimes you make me confused.
Sometimes you seem to be here right next to me,
But yet i feel as if you are far away not within my gaps.
I'm so confused.
I'm so tired.
You left me wondering.
Your left me poundering.
I can't stand this madness no more.
It's so hard to tell what are you feeling.
Your keeping it hush to yourselves.
I want to be there for you.
But at some point your barrer is so hard to penertrate.
I want to try to tell you how I feel.
but I can't seem to do so.
Dont ask me why.
I just can't.
It's bad, I know
It ain't suppose to be like this.
Stop asking me why.
Because I just can't.
Sometimes it hurts so bad
that I want to wail out in tears,
However these tears don't seem to fall.
It's a horrible feeling.
I love you too much.
I didn't let my feelings known to you
Because i feel selfish
I know it sounds dumb
but I can't bare to let you see me suffering
I rather suffer alone
then see you suffer with me.
It hurts even worst when I see you do so.
I'm sorry for being selfish.