being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
like my permanent underwears

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Her thoughts, Her emotions, Her feelings

Sometimes you make me wonder.
Sometimes you make me confused.
Sometimes you seem to be here right next to me,
But yet i feel as if you are far away not within my gaps.

I'm so confused.
I'm so tired.
You left me wondering.
Your left me poundering.
I can't stand this madness no more.

It's so hard to tell what are you feeling.
Your keeping it hush to yourselves.
I want to be there for you.
But at some point your barrer is so hard to penertrate.

I want to try to tell you how I feel.
but I can't seem to do so.
Dont ask me why.
I just can't.

It's bad, I know
It ain't suppose to be like this.
Stop asking me why.
Because I just can't.

Sometimes it hurts so bad
that I want to wail out in tears,
However these tears don't seem to fall.
It's a horrible feeling.

I love you too much.
I didn't let my feelings known to you
Because i feel selfish
I know it sounds dumb
but I can't bare to let you see me suffering

I rather suffer alone
then see you suffer with me.
It hurts even worst when I see you do so.
I'm sorry for being selfish.