being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
like my permanent underwears

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

A story that will always and forever be a dream

Heart don't fail me now. Courage don't desert me, don't turn back now that we're here. People always say life is full of choices. No one ever mentions fear or how the road can seem so long;how the world can seem so vast; Courage see me through heart I am trusting you. On this journey to the past.

Hope.

Love.

Family.

Recently I feel super dejected. I have no idea why. Great! Now I'm like super emotional. I have been like that. I have been lying to myself; telling myself that it's okay, he is just someone I'm really close to. Somehow the closer we get, the more I get pulled into the circle of love. I know that he is someone that I can't be together with. Don't ask me why, it's just like this. Can life get any better? I really want to be with you all, supporting you all the way. One way or another I yearn for your touch, your hold. It sounds stupid. I enjoy your presence and company. I don't mind starting a new chapter of my life with you. I want to be there for you. I want to be your everything. But when I saw the way you handle girls is like "WOW", I'm impressed but all I see is green. Green with jealousy but not envy...

In the end of the day, it will all turn out to be dreams.
I'm falling for you but I don't want to.