being simple as it should be
more than enough to understand
like my permanent underwears

Sunday, January 04, 2009

New Year Resolution

HAVE A BLASTING 2009 EVERYONE!
Issues that have to be done this year
  • Be focus on task at hand
  • Save up for digital cam
  • Have sufficient time for myself
  • Have sufficient time for my dance
  • Have sufficient air to breath

LASTLY

My New Year Resolution for myself is

TO HAVE TOTAL CONTROL OF MY FEELINGS.

DON'T LET MY HEART RULE OVER ME

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I FEEL LIKE CRYING

NO MATTER HOW DEPRESS I'M

NO MATTER HOW MUCH HATRED I'M FEELING

NO MATTER HOW MUCH LONGING I WANT FOR HIM

NO MATTER HOW MUCH FAILURE I'M FACING

NO MATTER HOW MUCH ATTACHED FEELINGS I HAVE HIM

NO MATTER HOW MUCH ATTENTION I WANT FROM HIM.

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I DEMAND FROM HIM

NO MATTER WHAT FANTASIES I'M LIVING IN, WAKE UP!

Be my old self.

Pam find back the old you.

Find back the STRONG, INDEPENDENT, DISCIPLINE, BUBBLY & OUTGOING Pam.

Find back the old Pam when she used to be able to hide her emotions from time to time.

This is my New Year Resolution for myself this 2009.