I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

Labels: home, hurt, love, miss, smile, tears

Okay.

I'm officially sick.

Down with fever, cough and flu.

ARGH! Three in a shot.

Super sian.

Ning was super cute. Ytd I asked if we were meeting in school.


She said,"No its next Friday. And Pam you HAVE to rest. Your in school 24/7 and your sick. Still think of meeting tml!. TSK TSK! GO REST!


I went to the doc in the morning. Though of going to school after getting my prescription.

Dad was nagging at me asking me to go home instead. At that time, he didn't know I had fever.

In the end, I smsed lyn telling her I wont be going to school.

Whole body feels rigid and hot.

Went home instead.

Slept the whole day!

Day 6 after your gone.

2 more day!

I think

Labels: fever, school, thoughts

Went to school.

Learnt the Gee Dance by Girls' Generation.

hahah! It's actually a dance from a Korean song.



We're doing the first 1.20 mins. haha!!

Cute dance actually.

Its one of the performance we have to do for BAOC. Yeap

And I learnt it less then a day.

And all of them we fascinated by the way I shake my hips. haha!

Thanks to dance sports I guess. Isolation.

Went for formation after the dance practise with BA Society.

I think I over exhausted myself.

And I fell sick.

Whole body feels like its on fire.

Went home, took a quick shower and slept.

Labels: BAOC, dance, Korean, performance, sick

Okay. People. I'm going to be removing my tag board really soon!

So if you your want to leave a message or a tag.

You can do so at the comments sections on each post.

I PASSED EVALUATION ON 2ND ATTEMPT.

First attempt, I failed by freaking 1%. 90% passing mark. I got 89% !!!!

Went to Ikea to look for boxes. haha!! In the end, I side track a lot,

I WAS FASCINATED MY THE WARDROBES.

And John was having the time of his life laughing at me going crazy over that. haha!!!

Labels: driving, Ikea, wardrobes

Slept freaking late ytd.

On the phone for a while with you.

Chased you off in a way. hahah. Morning flight.

Woke up at 545.

Switched off alarm & fell back to bed.

Woke up in shocked.

Jumped out of bed.

Kinda late.

Left the house.

Dad drove.

Was outside Zouk (carpark area) at 7A.M. (DARN EARLY LAH!)

Packed goodie bags and ensure everything is in place.

Said bye to you wishing you a pleasant flight.

Competitors (cheerleaders) Came

COMP STARTS LIKE REALLY LATE.

WHEN THEY SAY THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO START AT 1400. DRAG UNTIL 1430 -1445.

Okay that's not really a problem.

I got a list of complains to complain.

1. A few cartons of water, a GROUP of cheerleaders share 1 BOTTLE! And like how do you expect them to share. when cheer leading is a sport to dehydrate yourself. They expect cheerleaders and people to buy water from zouk at $3 each. They come here for comp and not to spent money right! Ya lah zouk is their sponsors but they (organisers) should also find other water suppliers.

2. The organisers who organised this event, has to really plan ahead.

3. My friend's friend came. He is actually in Magnum Force. People who don't know what is that, it is actually a cheer leading group in NP. Okay, that's not the problem. The problem is he was in clutches and Faith actually asked one of the organiser if she could get him a sit. The organisers just said no. Seats are only for VIPs. LIKE SERIOUSLY RULES CAN BE BENT AT TIMES RIGHT!

I think that's about it lah. haha! the complain. I left early to meet parents & kor for dinner.

Went home.

Smsed that your safe.

I showered, crashed and slept immediately.

Labels: cheer, complains, events, rules, zouk

I went to school for Ambassadorial photo shoot! This time Group 3 is in charge! Yeppie!

Hahaha!!!

At first I told Sam that I could make it but I changed my mine because I couldn't find anyone going. I was kinda desperately asking people online if they were going, somehow those I asked where not going! I smsed Sam again that I couldn't make it. LOL. Until Dian, she said she is going, Azizah is going too! AND I WAS LIKE WHAT!? I just smsed SAM!!!!!! like a few seconds ago! hahah!! I was telling Dian if only she replied me on msn earlier. =.=

Anyway, like I said I went to school for the shoot. It was actually for the banners and pictures that are going to be placed up during Ambassador registrations for freshman and yr 2s. (:
I reached school at 0948, smsed Dian and Azizah asking if they were in school and Dian say she is in clementi because she just received Sam's sms saying that the entire thing starts at 12 instead of 10, Azizah said that it starts at 12 and she is still at home. LOL

I was literally O.O

DIAN WAS SO SWEET! (: She say she'll come find me in school. HHAH!

But sadly her story was rather funny and sad.

She thought she was late so she cab to school. She told the uncle," Ngee Ann Poly. FAST!" hahah! But her HP has problems actually. So when she was in the cab, she received Sam's sms about the change in time, she was like OH MY, and she told the driver that she would alight at clementi instead. Uncle was okay okay no problem. However, he stopped at the bus stop opposite NP, turned and ask Dian if she wanted to U-turn. She gave him the HUH, uncle I want to go clementi not NP. hahah! So he say haiyo, okay okay! then he drove to clementi.

AND THIS IS WHERE I COME IN! hahah!!

She received my msg in the mids of traveling to clementi. BUT she never tell the uncle back to NP. hahahah Later the uncle just kick her out of the cab halfway.

So she basically cabbed back to school after reaching clementi and she was 2 hour early. =.= We went to the field for the photoshoot

WE WERE LIKE THE COOKIES! BAKED UNDER THE SUN!

hahah! but after that it started to pour really heavily. LUCKILY we finish the shoot.

I waited for mom to come because she say she can drop off me and kor to De Kor's place.
MAHJONG!!! WEEEEE~~~~ (: It's actually another family gathering lah. haah!

Skip the mahjong part. Overall I won $1.90. hhaha! better then nothing okay!

Helping Yve tml for cheerleading. hahha 100% sai kan warriors.

Labels: Ambassadors, family, mahjong, photos

Palm reading is actually scary.

Actually everything is fine until I heard one part.

After hearing that, I felt so dejected & broken hearted.

I personally feel that it's a fact that things may happen this way.

Somehow, I cannot accept reality.

2nd camp for March has ended

BAMP camp. I had fun and met new people from my group.

Although only 9 people turned up, we're still bonded as 1 group.

Anyway, sometimes I find my parents annoying.

I dont know what's going on with me.

Major mood swings.

I can suddenly be okay with a person, in a blink of a second, I can find that person a pain.

Irregardless whether the person is my parents a not.

Sigh. What's happening.

Okay! Exams have officially ended on the 27 Feb but I couldn't update yet because I had to come home quickly write messages for the year 3: Nikki, Jon Chia, Jess, Ira, Raymond and Jocelyn. Apparently I had problems writing because I had no idea what to write for them. It's so sad that it's their final and they are leaving.

Oh btw I just woke up. And I can't really process what I'm writing now because I'm still a little stone and I'm crying while writing this. So I'm kinda gonna try let it be short and sweet.

3 days 2 nights Ambassadorial Retreat Camp

A time whereby all of us reflect on ourselves on why did we join ambassadors.
A time whereby a new president of Ambassador is elected/voted/selected.
A time whereby each AL be came their group's Leaders.
A time whereby new ALs are selected from potential year 1.
A time whereby year 3s have graduated.
All in all, the new excos of 09/10 was form today on this current date, 1 March 09

After which all groups have their individual meeting with their Ex-Leader, New leader & ALs.
Sarah Nat. You are one of the gem in Apache and we'll never forget you. Sincerely, I wish I've know you a a little more when you were still with us. Now you are the new AL of the Ninjas. You will be missed!

Emotions went crazy when Sarah hug each and everyone of us individually. Almost everyone of us were in tears. Initially I was able to control myself but the moment she stood up and hug us all individually, I couldn't take it anymore. It's the feeling of something is being forcefully removed from you. It came to our new Leaders & ALs to give their speech. Sam, Ning & Faith just to let you know we will always be supporting you!

We were kinda suppose to talk individually but there was not enough time. So it was OTOT. I was fine during that time Deb & I went to take our envelopes. I went to find Sam after that. Congratulate her. But the moment I started hugging her, I started to cry again. I was telling her that I'll support her all the way & it's sometimes not that I don't want to talk to her but I just don't know how to approach her. She was telling me she had the same problems too. And we say we'll work things out. After that I couldn't stop crying. I went to look for Dian & Azizah and started hugging them so that I can stop crying. But the moment I did. I just couldn't stop tearing. Anizah and Stella where there too. When they hugged me, I started to cry even more. Okay so I managed to control my emotions for just a while before Jon came. He was standing behind me and Azizah asking what we were doing. He saw me crying and I told him to stay away or I'll just start crying again. The moment he put his arms around my neck and pat my head, I started to cry again. I seriously felt like a water bucket today. He wanted to take a picture so I went along trying to control my tears. He placed his arms around my neck and when Anizah just counted 1... I couldn't take it anymore. I stared Crying again. I couldn't hold back my tears. But finally I think I managed to take a picture. Oh my, super unglam. I just couldn't stop crying. I went to look for Faith and tell her that she will be a great AL just believe in yourself. I cried the moment I hugged her. I approached Ning and told her that she will be a good AL & I cried the moment I hugged her again. The moment I approached Nikki, I started crying again although I know that I will be still seeing her again. And what you told me, I'll keep it in my heart. Looked for Jon, gave him a hug. He ask me to stop crying again. I said no more tears to cry. I told him when he does go to Australia, remember to keep in contact and don't forget me. I went around hugging people, talking to them. I was rather reluctant to leave but I left together with Deb @ ard 215. Yve drove, so on the way, Yve dropped us off at the atrium. Thanks Yve. And my dad picked both of us there.

I have never felt so emotional in my life.
I truly regret not knowing some of the people.
I can somehow understand now why seniors say treasure it while you still have it.
It's a time of goodbyes and Hellos.
Its a moment worth the remembrance.
Ambassadors have made a great difference in my life.

Ambassadors, thank you.